Friday, January 15, 2010
Was listening to these songs....Owh....911?? The Moffatts?? Hanson?? Gosh! Reminiscing the past makes me feel so old. It was like, what? 10 over years ago.
We were in love with them back then.....those were the days, when Ning would ride her bicycle all the way over to my house, and both of us will be cheering over RIM chart show! Lolx....I sure miss those days.
I just had a chat with her....nowadays, it is so hard to catch her, on msn, facebook, or anywhere....maybe a call would be the easiest way to ensure continuous communication, hah!
She always speaks with wisdom...and I can't help it but to think over and over again, this particular saying of hers, that...
"one can't get everything. If you want all your time for yourself, then you gotta wave goodbye to relationship. If you want to have a bf, then you won't be able to have extra time for yourself. It is as simple as that."
I know I'm missing out shitload of things by having this relationship. I should have known better from the start. I can't help it but to wonder whether it is all worth it after all.
What will I think of it 10 years later? A waste of time? A waste of opportunity? Or, it is all well worth the effort and commitment? DAMN.