Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Not that wrong after all...

It's great to a point when I'm so down, thinking, I really have committed a sin, thinking, I really have done a big mistake.....friends are there, to tell me, it's not my fault after all. It's funny how , when I tell out my doings that I thought was wrong, ended up to be a blissful act instead.

What may perceive as wrong to one party, may be a totally angelic gesture to another. So, it ain't that much of a problem after all. Anyway, it doesn't mean anything to me anymore. Yes, Ning was right. I agree. Haiz.....some people just simply doesn't deserve friends around sacrificing for them. It just isn't fair.

Monday, September 29, 2008


I have finally found out, human comes in many different thinking, and when I say different, I mean, really, B-I-G different.
I have met one long ago, and it took me 4 years to slowly discover what monster lies beneath the innocent face.
I have come to the conclusin, humans are greedy, they want more, just more of anything, it doesn't matter, wanna be ahead of others, or just grab on the things that others want, or have. The harder to get, the more thrilling it is.
Humans are selfish too. They want to keep what they have, and to grab at what others have or want. They just want to play safe, and yet, calling themselves mulia instead.
Am I like that too? Since I'm a human too?
I hope to change. I have seen a real life example of how ugly it could look when you behave selfishly, and what greediness can do to someone.