And I was sitting there, smiling at last...for once..after so long, I could finally be myself...there was no need to pretend, no need to keep my thoughts to myself....no need to wonder.....
He is the only one I could discuss issues about life, about meaning to live, about life after death, about beliefs, about differing opinions etc...
He said this to me,
"To look life in the face.
To know for what it is.
To love it.
And to put it away."
He said, he strongly believes that for everything, there is always a timing. When the time is not up, not right, things don't happen.
When it is the time, you will eventually know what to do. Or things just happen.
One thing we both agree...it always make us feel better, when we have a reason to wake up. When there is hope, when there is a reason, when there is a meaning to life.
For now, I am struggling to understand...what life is all about.
To learn from it, to take it as a process, to enjoy it, and then to let go....because till the end, nothing last forever.