How do you learn how to be happy and grateful for the things that happen out of your expectation?
How do you learn not to be upset, and anger bout things that don't happen when you expected them to happen?
How do you learn to focus on the positive side of life, rather than to magnify all the negative aspects of it?
I always pride myself as an easily contented girl. But truth be told, I am not. I don't even know where to derive my happiness from. How to live a fruitfull life. Or to even acknowledge the fact that I have almost a near perfect life compared to many other people in poorer countries, or to those disabled people we often bump along the way. I know very well that it is already a blessing to be able to wake up everyday and find myself breathing. Being alive itself, is a reason to put a smile on the face and march through life.
But why is it, in the end? I am still not happy.