Today I'm drifting in and out of my thoughts again.
Flashbacks are not always good.
I hate falling back to the same point.
I really wonder, will I be truly happy one day.
Nothing is certain.
It hurts to live this way.
I am always told, only I can help myself, but how.
Have I not done enough yet.
Faith is the only thing left to hold on.
I feel pathetic bout myself.