Hahahaha

Today my friends and I had the most embarrassing day of our life.
Our P3 tutorial is scheduled to be on Friday 2 pm. But due to our pack time table, we thought of giving it a try to change to some other people's group.
So, it was 8am in the morning, we were rushing for time, a look at my watch, my heart skipped a beat! We were 5 mintues late. I don't favour being late. Especially, when I am going to replace my class.
So, we stumbled, and hurriedly find our way into the class.
All eyes were glued on us.
People whispered among themsleves.
I know, we look like aliens.
Yea right, we have 1 eye, 2 nose, 1 ear and 2 mouths.
So, upon having placed my things on my table, I went straight to inform the tutor of our presence. And guess what!
She stared at me.
Scorned at me.
Then said, "no!"
I tried negotiating.
I said, "Once only, please"
She said, "Alright"
So, I thought, nightmare is over....
But, the worst has yet to come.
When she came over to hand me the attendant list so that I can tick my name, she doubled confirm.
She said" 2 of you only?"
I said, "Nope"....:all of us here"..........with my hand pointing to 5 of us.....and of course, I didn't tell her, one more yet to come.
Oh goodness! Her expression changed. She glared at us all. And said, "You all better leave, I don't allow you all to come"
HUH???? Die lo...We quickly took our things, ran out from the classroom. I didn't dare look back to see.....but I do wonder.......what all those "humans" think of us "aliens" being shooed out....hhmmmm....

It was embarrassing, I know.

But then, we decided to attend an extra P2 class. Rajin terlebih, konon.
And, so, we started another period of making ourselves look like aliens again.
So, when the tutor who happens to be our lecturer came in, he started to teach.
We, of course, listen attentively.
And then, he took out the previous resit paper, and told us to have a look.
When he was about to pass it to my gang, he said " Oh, I'll give to my class students first, but it doesn't mean, you all are not my students, I treat you all equally."
And, I, as usual, as cheeky as ever, I snapped back to my friend, "DOUBLE STANDARD"
He heard. He looked at me. And he was shocked. Haha....
Well, I was shock too. That wasn't meant for him to hear.
Thank goodness, it should have been not that bad a day for me. Cause all he said was, "If I do double standard, you would have been black listed now, and I won't allow you to attend my class"then, he just smiled it off.
My friends thought it was a joke. Laughed at me.
Laugh lo.....laugh lo.....hmph!
Haiz...I am often the life wire, the joker, the one that get penilised, the pathetic one among my friends.
But, at least, I think, it's better than being the insignificant one among friends.

Sickening asshole

Some people are such a hipocrit.
One minute they say like that, the next minute they do another.
Let me tell all of you about my experience with the world's greatest hipocrit.
Ya, now, is the most critical sem we are all having. With 3 professional papers up, everybody is slaving like mad. Hope is the only thing left we can cling on to.
And, out of great kindness I approached XX whether she wants to go tutition with me or not. I told her the importance of it, as our lecturers are not competent enough. I wanted so much for her to share with me something good (going tuition will help build up your confidence, and of course, let you better understand the subject), and you know what response I get????
" Go for what? Waste money, waste time".Hello! If you think you are smart, then just politely reject me, don't have to criticise my good offer,k? I wasn't even asking you to take drugs or smoke! Just say, no thank you lah!!!
Then....I slowly found out that she has been instigating my friend as well. Becasue when I ask my another friend whether wanna go, my friend replied me this, "I agree with what XX said, so I don't want to go." Fuck off XX! You told me you don't want to intervene with my group's business, then why are you brainwashing my friend????!If you think you are fucking smart enough, then don't go, but don't encourage people not to go as well.
Are you doing so just to console yourself????
Or are you kiasu, and you hope the whole world don't go, just like you?

Okay, the story takes a turn here...
Now, XX said wanna go for tuition. After she found out, people are all going. (which is of course against her will).
I can never forgive XX for being so brutal to me.Saat say one thing, saat do another. Selfish pig.
You don't tell people stuff like waste money waste time, when at the end, you, yourself are asking when is the due date for registration. What sense is this?
When Oi Siew approached me whether I want to go for another tuition, I was very reluctant.I so hope that she won't go as well. But I didn't dicourage her. Instead at last, I decided to join as well, and this is what I said to Suli. " I am going because, I am kiasu. " Yes, it's damn hard for people to admit something not good about themselves. But I said it there and then, I am kiasu, so I am going!
Why can't hipocrits just face up to the fact of telling people their true feeling. Eg: "I am kiasu, and I don't want to go, so I hope you bitches don't go as well". Rather than, "Oh, it's a waste of money, and time. Don't know how to ownself study ah?" Shit you hipocrits. Go to hell lah.
Know how to say say say, then at last, why want to follow the crowds?
Is it you're trying to learn from what people always say, IF YOU CAN'T BEAT THEM, JOIN THEM??
YOu know what, you're just a hipocrit.

Oh ya, to everybody out there, this blog of mine is not meant to offend anybody. I am just at the moment piss off, and need a place to vent my anger, with the hope I can be "mentally stable" again.

My 21st birthday.

This is me, going to cut my cake!
My friends who made me a wonderful celebration.
My CK sunglasses that my dad bought for me
And, best of all! My cake!

I am a big girl!

I am proud to say, I can now officially step into the casino, and also any clubs I like now.
I am 21 now. Hah! I wonder whether it's something to be happy about or not.
Being an adult, well of cause you get the freedom you want {+ certain limitations stil :-( }
I was given by my mum a really nice gold necklace! (love it!). And my dearest aunty-a gold key. (I know it sounds weird, cause my parents are supposed to be the ones giving me my key to freedom)
My darling daddy, half heartedly bought me a pair of CK sunglasses. I was so overjoyed. And I know, his heart must have hurt damn lots. haha.....it's just so hard for him to part with his money, he told me it's just this once only. No anymore luxurious birthday present when I'm older. :-(
But I guess, that should be enough. My wonderful friends made my day really memorable, they shared out to buy me a pair of white gold earrings, one side is a key, and the other is a lock! How smart of them, cause I sure do need both!
Suli didn't buy me any birthday gift, cause she doesn't celebrate birthday. But it's really kind of her to buy me a white gold ring, which I have wanted sooooooo badly. People around me are trying really hard to me my day great, and I feel so blessed to have known them (some of them, not all, some stil sucks)
Talking about "sucky" people....yes! yes! There really are. Some people they just give you a present out of obligation. Just because you give them, so they give you in return. No true meaning to it. Not sincere at all. Feel like throwing the gift at the person's head back. But...nono...I am not that barbaric yet. Must keep my cool.
But, really, I just want to let whoever is concerned, to know that, I give people gift because I appreciate them. So if I give you gifts, mean I do it sincerely. So if you don't feel like giving me, don't even bother to buy. Cause you will only embarrass yourself when I find out that you are giving the present out of obligation, just because I gave you one, you hurriedly went to get one back for me. I am not stupid. I can know when was the gift bought.And I know, it was bought after my birthday.
I am not poor. I have my own money. I don't need sympathetic gift.I can buy whatever I want on my own. So, if you don't feel like giving, just don't give. I won't feel offended.
I just want to thanks sincere, caring people around me for trying to brighten up my day. Love all of you so much!
I will upload my birthday pictures soon! Keep track here!

Trying out

I am just trying to upload pictures into my blog. This is Eugene-gene...

Thanks Kiat Chui, for teaching me!

Sour grape!

I am writing today's blog to vent out some anger on some suckers who just love to wallow themselves in self-pity, then, try to rebuild their own confidence by slashing out on others, claiming that stuff that others own is not that good after all!!! SOUR GRAPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have seen lots of different kind of people, and of cause, no one is perfect.Like the saying goes by, to ur is human. We make mistakes, over and over again. We require tolerance from others, as well as to give tolerance to others. It's all about give and take. But one kind of human being I vow never to show sympathy nor tolerance, and that is to all sour grapes out there! I would like to tell them, don't because people get soemthing better than you, you start condenming others. It's just darn obvious man, that who owns the better choice, so don't cheat yourself by saying, "thank goodness I didn't get xxx like you, aiyo! If not, my life would be a living hell just like yours!!" Gosh! face it man, sour grape, what I get is a zillion time better than what you're having. I may be working my ass off for this job I am having, but it definitely ensures me with a brighter future, greater chances of promotion, and better salary. Top it all,it's a reknown, well-established company. And to set the record straight, I did learn a lot from working there. And to all the staunch believers that working in a big company , you will just be doing rountine stuff, and easy job, STOP BELIEVEING SO! If you're believing it cause you are naive, then *time to change your old mindset*. If you're believing so because you wanna console yourself that you didn't make it to a big company, *get a life, sour grapes*
Please stop telling people how grateful you are that you did not make it to any big company, and you're happy being stuck in a SMALL company. Stop cheating yourself by saying how stressful working in a big company is, and that you will not want it.(cause I know you do). Stop consoling yourself by thinking you will have a stress-free, great life in a small firm. Because, just face it, you're not good enough to get in big firms. Even if you want to, you can't. It's not you don't want them, it's THEY DON'T WANT YOU.

To all sour grapes....learn to move on, please.Face it, admit it, improve it. Is it that hard??
If you can't get it, don't say it's not good. If you can't afford it, don't say others are wasting their money. What's wrong with facing up to defeat once in awhile?? I have been a failure all my life through, I admit it, change it, and now I am what I am.

Get a life!

Quick look into my life...

Hah! Once again, I'm blogging. Welcome back people!
Hahaha...I am only able to just write a brief view on everything in my life, cause in an hour time, my darling Suli is coming to swim with me! I hope neither one of us will sink...since she thinks herself as fat, while I think I am the actual fatso. We'll know the result of who holds the title to being the Ultimate Fat Ass later.....kekekeke......
Okay, as I've promised, I shall write my review on my Shu Uemura eyelash curler. RM60 for an eyelash curler is a lot. I thought, if it's value for money, then good. Well, as a matter of fact, it's good. But what will you think if I say, for a steal of RM26.90, you can get an eyelash curler that gives you the exact same effect as the Shu Uemura curler????!!!!! *Ouch! That's painful*
Next, my Shu Uemura make up remover.....wahaha....I found out on that very day at the counter that all their make up remover are made up of oil. *What??? OIL????" Whoa! No way am I going to put anything with oil on my face. I appreciate the fact that it cleanses better, thanks, but no thanks.
So, I ended up buying Clinique make up remover instead......
and there goes my wonderful experience at Clinique booth.....
but.....oooppsss....sorry, but my darling Suli just msg me. I gotta go for my once in a year swimming-day-out now. I'll be back in an instant to update my experience at the booth....
*Ciao*